Christmas break, but never really any time off from self. Not when running into the unknown, searching for adventures, planning the future, forgetting the past, stressing about the unavoidable, trying to fit in, yet wanting to stand out.
Days on the couch, in the OnePiece, next to the fire place, eating chocolate. Sounds like heaven, right? Yet, I cannot really relax, because my head is even more all over the place than is my heart.
Need to practice. Need to let go. Need to let that thinking head explode. And then just relax.